shout out vs shut up!

18.09.07 / the day i choose to find my own edensor...

inspired by tetralogi laskar pelangi-nya andrea hirata

status di ym mirza : sebagai seorang desainer, kata menyerah untuk saya adalah menunduk pada suatu aturan baku yang pakem dan batasan-batasan kreativitas.*berlaku juga untuk gw mir..:-) dalam menulis dan ber-ide, ga bisa terlalu banyak batasan, i'm not giving up, man*

kata-kata di email nope : sesuatu hal yg kita cintai dan sangat berharga ternyata emang gak bisa dinilai dgn uang. pikiran sehat gw bersuara bahwa selama kita masih hidup, semuanya masih bisa diusahain. HARUS! hidup hanya sekali.... sudah seharusnya kita bahagia, gak boleh nyia2in hidup yg hanya sekali. bener ga? *believe me, ur right nop! suasana, kebebasan, kebersamaan, jauh lebih berharga daripada duit *

quote di salahsatu website pagi ini : adventure isn't hanging on a rope off the side of the mountain. adventure is facing new challenges in life, seizing new opportunities, testing our resources against the unknown – and in the process – discovering our true potential.*i have to seize new opportunities, and take the challenge out in the wild world. I'm taking the chance*

akhir dari email hany : you are your own master of your own destiny. no one can change it for you. *i' choose to change something. something big*

di back cover buku yg lagi gw baca : ...aku ingin mengarungi padang dan gurun-gurun, ingin melepuh terbakar matahari, limbung dihantam angin, dan menciut dicengkeram dingin. aku ingin kehidupan yang menggetarkan, penuh dengan penaklukan. aku ingin hidup! ingin menikmati sari pati hidup!*i wanna find my own edensor, a dream place that will give me the truth of life*

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so after trying to be ms. realistic for a moment, i can't stop this idealist side of me from bursting out! aarrggghhhrrrrr!!!! ENOUGH! please...no more! well, at least now i know how it feels when you still have 'quite okay' amount of money in your account on the next pay day...

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wow!! how i feel so free again! so me again! looking forward to the next 1,5 months from now...

not to worry anymore friends...see, I'm still the usual me u use to know, who's never gonna let loose of my idealism over anything. i'm still the one who doesn't agree with physical judgement, who chooses the word 'wellbeing' over 'cantik', who believes that doing something to the environment should go straight from the heart -not only written in ads-, who still hates styrofoam-packed meals for lunch meetings-and of course for event decorations!, who still supports activism, and still believe that everybody have the right to speak out loud. it's a matter of idealism. ah gila, kantor gw yang dulu emang top banget menancapkan idealisme dan nilai-nilainya. thnx to anita roddick.

here we go again, friends! dreams are for real.

let's find our own edensor out there :-)

please welcome me to the wild world...